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21 November 2013 @ 08:08 pm
its amazing what a few REM cycles can do for the psyche
17 March 2013 @ 02:35 am

seriously shit. you're so fucking cute and smart and interesting and an artist. i haven't been in a relationship in three years but fuck am I into your energy. this is just trouble trouble trouble I just want myself and friends but you make me feel uncomfortable and it's terrifying.

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15 January 2013 @ 03:31 pm
i am so on the line right now between being very okay and very not and everyone is trying to talk me into antidepressants so that I won't grieve over the fact that my grandparents are ""rapidly" declining my mom is may be be bipolar because one day everything is my fault for not being strong enough because I'm sick and the next I'm the victim by proxy of her and joes mom just died so every morning I wake up early to hear about how much he fucking hates hiss job and how lonely heis

n and Jesus fucking Christ people come on
07 December 2012 @ 10:08 pm
Make that 2 popular bands I've helped named,

Macklemore, yes Itunes 100 macklemore. 5 years ago. otherside. facebook. writing "im in love with you please fuck me" on his wall everyday for several years helped.

DJ IV translated into latin- imperium vacuum for him, created his new trade name

i just want to name crayon colors
07 December 2012 @ 09:33 pm
Just wanna say how much college/adulthood> highschool. My life doesn't revolve around your emotional problems. It revolves around life. Siobhan, you were just the worst. Cole, you were a pro.
07 December 2012 @ 02:45 pm
WOW WHAT A NIGHT. Hot french dude #2 (the one who saved me from a psychotic southern old japanese lady on the subway) IMs me tonight after I bluntly say TWICE "I will never have sex with you"...also after he bought me dinner and drinks twice and didn't so much as get a handshake.

07 December 2012 @ 01:28 pm
Joe's mom died today. Less than 48 hours before the I leave this country permanently (at least until I get my B.A.). Eerily similar to when I left before, when we broke up. When we both got really fucked up because we were madly in love and madly confused and mad in our heads and our hearts.

Eerily. And this time it isn't our break up, but his mother. The woman who caused most of his pain, and likely generated a lot of his positive qualities. Hearing him say the same things to his sister, father, step-father, fluctuating from sobbing to laughing to dissociating. Pretty intense.

I just wish I knew what to do for him. I'm so terrified to leave him alone in this country, in this job, in this state of mind, by himself. I know he's 30, but he never had a real family until he became a part of mine. Even if I can't have him as my lover right now, or ever, I don't feel like I can leave his side. I know him too well to know that if he doesn't leave now, with me or in reaction to this stressor, that he will find himself stuck here for far longer than he would have liked...which is already where he is at.

Mi amor,

I don't know what to do. :(

東京都中の区中央2丁目50番8号オサダハウスのアパートの201番 <--MY ADDRESS AT MY FAV APARTMENT ;A;
i don't care for spoken japanese at all, but i am going to desperately miss reading and writing it. which is probably why i'm near fluent in reading but i'm too anxious to speak well. READ A FUCKING ENGINEERING BOOK IN JAP YEAH trying to be genki but yeah joe 今寝られないだけどアドベンチャーしたいかも。。。どうしようか?守ることの方が大切だと思うけど。。。最後の日があったら、どうううううしよううううううかなあああああ??お酒を飲もう~!!去年家の近く三人がいたんだ。。。その時が本当に楽しかったな。。。夜の間に全然友達の家に行けた。。。幸せでしたな~何で出ている前に丈は母に死なれてしまったかな。

06 November 2011 @ 12:50 pm


ihave a friend who has a high IQ but nothing compared to mine and nothing compared to the degree I have studied astrophysics and ATGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
dont comment "intelligently" if you have nothing smart to say. AGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHH

09 April 2011 @ 01:10 pm
Hey guys,

I was just wondering if anyone knew where I could buy an electronic dictionary in the Osaka area? I assumed they'd be easy to find in DenDen Town, but I went into maybe 10 different stores and couldn't find any.

Also, if you have a particular cost effective but powerful model you'd recommend, please share! ♥

Thank you for your help!
08 March 2011 @ 10:27 pm
Possibly leaving for Tokyo a month early for a 4week lang course 8))) so long as visa shit goes thorugh well it should all work out ♥

Watchin Jersey SHoreee with Smegs n Sam right now wine n good times. Can't wait til April 2nd when I (hopefully leave ♥ )

I'll have an apartment after 4 months, so if anyone wants to visit in the off season when tix r cheap we can go to Harajuku and Takeshita 2gthrrrrrrrrr ♥ ♥

brb gonna go play res evil 5 8)